Stuck again trying

I have been trying to live up to my commitment to write positively about Will's life. Today, I hit a wall and am stuck again. Grateful for the Alison, Dick family, the animals and my life. Trying a new tactic, I will be over it soon🤞 One step in front of the other, keep moving on👣. He was just like any other kid, happy, full life, engaged, what happened? The more that I write about Will, the more that I get to know him.

Reflections Carmel Highlands March 4-8 2018

I am finally unstuck and writing Will's story focusing on all the positives in his life and our lives. For many years, my mind has been cluttered with all that has happened. It can be so sad and overwhelming losing him and negative with anger that the police did such a horrible job investigating his death. To prepare the binder containing Will's memory artifacts, I had to sift through many painful reminders and other artifacts through this journey living without Will in our lives on Earth. Although, reread the notes from my meeting with Mark Hernandez, the Medium, and was really glad I found that file. I shared it with Alison and we both connected very closely about its content. Was he murdered? Now, almost 9 years later no matter what caused his death, it will not bring him back to life. Richard inspired my to do a memory book of his life. That did it for me, it cleared the cobwebs, finally. And what a place to reflect and write about Will - Carmel Highlands, with a beautiful ocean view. No matter where I write it will be great because it is about memories with Will.
The first story is about his love for our annual trips to Kauai, next his love for his cat, Nora and his love of nature. My goal is to write 300 words every day and attend writer's group meetings to get feedback until the book is published. I am renewed that I am finally able to move on in such a positive way.

February 2018 rolling into March

March 1- February has come and gone. Thankful to have spent several days with my Mom at her house in San Jose. Alison and Austin had had birthdays in February. Lily, their new Plott Hound is now part of their family. She is a really sweet dog. She and Jefferson , their cat will make a good team 😻We hope. March has much in store for us; a trip to Carmel while stopping to visit Christine, Mom and Sheila on the way. Teaching Facebook. Visit from Rob. St Patrick's dinner show to see the Irish group Molly's Revenge. End of month through Easter visiting Alison in Senoia, GA.